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CHRISTIAN EXERCISES.
                   3  I find myself out of the way,
                     My thoughts are often gone astray,
                     Like one alone I seem to be ;
                     Oh ! is there any one like me ?
                   4  ’Tis seldom I can ever see
                     Myself as I would wish to be:
                     What I desire, I can’t attain,
                     From what I hate, I can’t refrain.
                   5  So far from God I seem to lie,
                     Which makes me often weep and cry,
                      I fear at last that I shall fall ;
                      For if a saint, the least of all.
                   6  I seldom find a heart to pray,
                     So many things step in my way ;
                     Thus filled with doubts, I ask to know-
                     Come, tell me, is it thus with you ?
                   7  So by experience I do know
                      There’s nothing good that 1 can do ;
                      I cannot satisfy the law,
                      Nor hope, nor comfort from it draw.
                    8  My nature is so prone to sin,
                      Which makes my duty so unclean,
                      That when I count up all the cost,
                      If not free grace, theu I am lost.
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                                 The important point,
                    1  ’'T'IS a point I long to know,
                        1 Oft it causes anxious thought,
                      Do I love the Lord, or no ?
                        Am I his, or am I not ?
                    2  If I love, why am I thus?
                        Why this dull and lifeless frame?
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